Speak to me in English

It's been a while since my last post! Yep, it's because of college. It's actually our midterm week. We just took a test in Sociology and Economics, and tomorrow, there's a test about Management and English. And, on Saturday (it's Thursday today) we have a test on Accounting and Psychology. I'll literally experience brain drain this week.

But still, i have some time to post in my blog. I actually missed this, and i was reading a blog lately and i remembered to post in my own one. There are times when i open my blogger account, and i just let it in tab, without doing anything. It's like i made a mental note in my head that after what i'm doing (which is twittering, tumblring -- new words. haha!) i'll post something. But laziness comes in the way and before i knew it, i already clicked that little "x" button and continue to do what i'm doing, forgetting my urge to post in here.

Anyways, i won't post about my 'college life' today. I'll post about this guy, who is my aunt's nephew, but he's not my cousin (there are instances like that FYI) and he's from US, but he's a pure Filipino. He grew up there, he's already 24 years old (he's a big guy) and he has this American accent. When he speaks, if you're just hearing his voice, you would think that he's really an American. It's very cool, i like hearing him speak, tbh.

However, as much as i want to, i don't talk to him. It's not that i can't speak in English, it's that i'm afraid i'll sound stupid, in front of my family -- that's embarrassing. He looks nice and he likes partying, i think.

~My very cute nephew (he's 10 months old) is bothering me right now, while i'm typing, and this is very hard.~


I talk in English at school, when i'm with my close friend, and we both talk to English when we're in mood. It really helps us to feel confident and at the same time, we practice it. I think if our school will strictly implement speaking using English, i'll be good at it. Practice makes perfect, really. (Don't tell me nobody's perfect, but it's not the literal meaning of 'perfect' that that quote is using.)

Medyo galit ako sa pilosopo, lalo na kapag ako'y seryoso. Haha :D

But i'm not a very serious type of person, i know how to have fun ^.^

So that's it. It's just that i kinda get intimidated by him. Lol.
I really really want to speak in  English. But since that i don't have someone to talk to in that language, i don't have a choice but just to talk in here. Or type. In. Here. :/