The day i attempted to make a Wordpress blog

Today i decided to create a blog at wordpress.com.
Now blogger, don't be jealous. I deleted it after 20 mins.

Why?

Because it's COMPLICATED.

Really, it is complicated and i want to make my life simpler. I think it is not for me. I think full-time blogging is not for me. I have other responsibilities than my virtual life, i have a lot of things to do in my real life.

Having a wordpress is hella annoying. It's complicated. Complicated. I don't want complications.
What truly complicates it is its settings and how you beautify your blog. And unlike a typical starter, i want it to be beautiful already even if i'm new in there. I'm a perfectionist. I want everything to be in my way, i don't want any flaw. And it's hard to beautify that site. I guess i'm not yet into full-time blogging like what i said earlier.

Also, i don't want to own an ugly website. If i know that i can't manage to beautify it within minutes or couple of hours, i'll better not continue it. I created my blogger account on summer, and i actually don't have anything to do that time. So it's okay for me to take time to make my blog look like a pro. But considering my situation now, i'm kinda busy with my studies, being a college student. I can't even post in here regularly, like i took some time before posting a new one.

But i have to admit, WP is better than blogger (sorry google, just saying the truth).
And i'm looking forward for the time that i'll be able to do a blog in there in my own perfect way. Not just now 'cos actually, i have a lot of things to do, projects and reports but i'm not doing it. Hahaha.

It's actually raining and i feel really cold. I want to sleep the whole day thinking about SE *bleep*

Another point, i think i'll have actual readers there. You know what i mean, 'cos i think no one really reads my blog except me. I think if i'm not me, i'll still read this blog. (not sure if i'm saying this because i'm me)

Vas happenin to me.

Got all the ideas juggled up, but for conclusion, wp is complicated even though i want to create one, i couldn't 'cos it's complicated. See?

I also have my tumblr. Don't want anymore big responsibilities in the internet.
Actually, i think of my accounts as my responsibility, and i feel i have a power to do whatever i want with these, but my name is in here. Like, i love my name and i don't want to mess up in the cyberworld.